Fatigued

If I were strong enough
I swear I'd pick you up.
We'd gather your belongings
and leave this life here.
Take a step in the right direction
and not ever look back.

If I were strong enough
I'd find the words to say.
You'd know every word,
We'd just know.
You always knew.

If I were strong enough
I'd roll out of bed.
I'd turn on my light and move on.
I know you'd be waiting,
that you'd help me along.
I know you.

If I were strong enough,
you know I'd be better off.
But I could never find the strength,
could never lift the weight.
That's why I'm so glad,
you offered me your hand.
I needed that.